Friday, July 31, 2009

Perspective

Wooh! yesterday i made my first contribution to the society at the age of 18
I used to think that i don't want to grow up so quickly
because once i'm considered an adult
i'll be stripped of many privileges
That's quite true
but you do gain certain freedom at the same time
Just yesterday, the day after my birthday
there was a blood donation drive in my school
I only knew of the event on the day itself
They had it at the start of the year as well
and similarly, i only noticed it on that day
but what was different is that
i had to print out a consent form
and look for my guardian to sign it
so in the end i didn't make it through the donation
whereas this time, muahaha, i don't need anyone's consent
so i just went there right after my lessons ended
and proceeded with the blood donation
I felt so lucky that my birthday was just the day before
It was my first time so it appeared quite exciting!
I think being an adult means that you should start giving back to the society.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The ComeBack

Once again, i didn't do well for my block tests
I felt very bad
because many of my teachers had come to me
and all that they were saying to me was
"you could have done well easily
what happen to you?"
and then they would ask "are you encountering this problem that problem..."
Why couldn't they just scold me for not working hard enough?!
because that would make me feel a lot better...
So what do all these mean?
It means that I'm going to START STUDYING!I don't know if you would agree with me
but i think it's still not too late
I'm not going to let my teachers down again
otherwise i really don't deserve to have such good teachers
Also, for the sake of my own future,
there is no reason why i should slack anymore
So, please forgive me if i'm not updating my blog very often
as that will really save me quite some time
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July 29
My birthday
First of all, i would like to thank LooTing, JiaJun and ZhiTao
for their birthday performance for me at 12am
Although both the guitarist and the singer were out of tune
i really did appreciate what you guys had done for me
I love the card also (:
Thank you so much!
Next, thank you to everyone else that had sent me birthday wishes
My famiily, my classmates, my friends...
I love all of you!
There is one person that i would like to specially mention
She is Jaci
It really surprised me that she could still remember my birthday
I was so touched by that
and i promise i will never forget her birthday!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

19July

Happy Birthday Mummy!

Stay heathy and pretty :D
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Found a wonderful quote:
    Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile!
    ~author unknown

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Sound The Horn

YESTERDAY
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    Got back my bio paper
    let's not talk about how i did
    because it's just too disheartening
    All that i know is deja vu.

    After school, i went to cut my hair at coro
    It's a 2 month-old new salon
    It made me even more depressed
    because the haircut was like shit
    And worse, it's going to appear in the yearbook
    since my class is retaking the class photo on Monday
    T.T i don't want to go to school
    You know what, the hairdresser even gave me a few vouchers
    and asked me to invite my friends there to cut
    Eh please! you want to commit evildoings don't drag me along
    Go and retrain yourself please

    At 6.00pm, i went to Shodoku at Heeren for JuniorsTreatSeniors
    It was quite fun
    because yurong and i ate S$30 worth of food each
    I must first say a big thank you to Dominic
    whom we suspect had secretively gone to watch movie with Heather
    and therefore both of them "conincidentally" unable to go for the JTS
    so we could take his share ^.-
    Hmm, so what did we have?
    We both ordered ribs
    It was pork and it took me quite some effort to finish it
    then we ordered 2 big plates of vege and mushroom
    By the time we were finishing it, we were already extremely full
    and completely bored of the food...
    Lastly, we had a pancake with banana and chocolate on it
    and it was super tasty i assure you
    For drinks, we also had 2 overpriced coca cola
    Even now i can feel that the food is still being digested in my stomach
    I think it can last me the entire day

    Oh, and the guys from my class started this funny idea
    now, all the guys in my class are known as Baking Boys
    with 队长 - 豆沙
    i think yurong's name is the cutest - 蛋挞
    We got so high during JTS and we sang all the lame songs
    like pokemon, digmon.....(remix)
    Bryan was teased for his shirt again
    not the camera shirt this time
    but some weird "all things are one" shirt

    I reached boarding school at 11pm
    Took a shower
    Mousehunt for a while
    then started watching Slumdog Millionaire
    I always wanted to watch it
    but always had a reason not to
    It was quite nice
    I like the story and the slums
    It's quite enlightening i must say
    By the time i finished the movie,
    it's already 3+am


TODAY
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    Couldn't wake up for breakfast in the morning
    but i wasn't hungry anyway
    the food is still in my stomach
    Woke up at 9am and went Lido to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
    We watched the 11am slot at lido 4
    Should have watched the 10.30 instead because it's in lido classic
    The seats in lido 4 were so uncomfortable!
    I fell asleep half way through the movie
    Too tired
    or maybe i just don't like this kind of movies
    I think the movie's indeed not very nice

    Had a msn convo with ShiHuan
    He finally came online
    He complained that i told him to go online but had nothing to say to him
    So you know how 无聊 we were
    He said he's a quiet person and i said i'm shy
    He then taught me how to say i love you in Tamil
    I wonder where he learnt it from
    Maybe he has an indian girlfriend that he is not telling us
    After that, we started making emo sentences
    like those that he always posted on facebook
    and said that they're what "sudden inspirations"

    These are some of the "sudden inspirations" we had:
    我遇見你是最美麗的意外
    你碰上我却是万分的无奈
    (sad)

    对我而言,美的定义就是你
    (this one is sweet. i think it's the way you would feel when you are deeply in love with someone)

    在我的字典里,你就是美的定义
    在我的世界里,你就是生存意义

    冬天的伤感,似乎弥漫着
    秋天的低落,仿佛蔓延着
    春天的幸福,犹如洋溢着
    夏天的祝福,我还收藏着

    爱犹如烟花;璀璨,却即失
    (this one i like it very much personally)

    爱人的泪水,融化我冰冷的心
    情人的微笑,掀开我灿烂的天

    Although the sentences are just so so
    but given that it's impromtu
    i think it's very good already
    haha

    I have told ShiHuan that i'm going to compete with him on facebook
    in "sudden inspirations"
    Let's see whose posts are more emo
    Muahahaha

    Malaysia vs Man UMalaysia's goals are quite cool :)
    They are going to have another match on Monday
    because Man U's match in Jakarta is cancelled

Thursday, July 16, 2009

It's NOT right!

Whee! KennSiang just threw me a KitKat.
I wonder when was the last time a had KitKat.
It tasted extremely nice but my favourite is still TimTam (:

Got a stupid demerit for late-coming today
It's funny to even think about it.
They told us that we are not having flag-raising in the morning as a H1N1 preventive measure
By common sense, it naturally means that we can go to school later
It was the practice all along
What's the matter as long as we reach school before 7.50am for the first lesson?
However, to my surprise, she said she was instructed to "hunt" for the scholars who arrive at school later that 7.30am
WOW, impressive man.
what should i say? Bravo! you had a wonderful yield today.
she caught 100 to 200 scholars this morning
How astonishing! Why so sudden? No warning at all?
I didn't even notice that i was actually breaking the "school rule"
I bet many of the other scholars were the same
otherwise she wouldn't have had such a "huge success"
So, why doing this instead of telling us that we have to come to school before 7.30am?
Is that the way of doing things?
because that's exactly the message that the school is sending to ths students
What disgusted me more was that my local friends told me that they came at 7.45am but they weren't caught for late-coming
So what's this now?
They purposely targeted on the scholars?
whytheDISCRIMINATION?
I simply think that they are making a fool of themselves.

Speaking of my boarding school, it's worse.
We already have a confirmed case of H1N1.
The person's just staying a level above me
He uses the same elevator that i use everyday
And yet, the boarding school isn't alerting the boarders of this
why is this so? what are you people waiting for?
are you going to wait until the entire block gets infected?
It's weird how they manage situation like this.

Okay, enough of these.
I bought the "mugger handbook" of Organic and Inorganic Chemistry.
All because i lost to peer pressure!
All the guys in my class bought it.
It's S$6!!!
Apart form the fact that it's overpriced, I am quite worry that my "investment" will go into waste since there is a high possibility that i will not read the booklet and just put it on my shelf to collect dust
Arghh...hopefully i will not
BECAUSE the opportunity cost is an absolutely mesmerizing cup of starbucks coffee ):

I watched this movie yesterday:The Notebook
you seriously must watch this if you are a fan of romance
the plot is super nice!
I would say that this is classic!

To ShiHuan:
I don't want to play with you anymore.
There is no fun playing a game that the opponent has absolute advantage in.
They call me sneaky, that's not my name! :@

Monday, July 13, 2009

MayBe

OMG, i finally found someone who thinks the same way i thought!
LaToya Jackson believes that her brother Michael Jackson was murdered for his money in a conspiracy by shadowy hangers-on.
This was exactly the theory that i told JiaJun right when i was back in Singapore 2 days after Michael's death.
What came into my mind straight after i heard about his death was that it's too well-timed.
The immediate disappearance of his personal doctor further raised my suspicion.
Indeed, I agree that Micheal worth more dead than alive.

    "I believe Michael was murdered," LaToya said. "I felt that from the start. Not just one person was involved, rather it was a conspiracy of people. He was surrounded by a bad circle. Michael was a very meek, quiet, loving person. People took advantage of that. People fought to be close to him, people who weren’t always on his side."

    [for more information]

    "I am going to get down to the bottom of this," she added. "I am not going to stop until I find out who is responsible. Why did they keep the family away? It’s not about money. I want justice for Michael. I won’t rest until I find out what -- and who -- killed my brother."
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我要快乐
我要能睡得安稳
有些人
不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨
我早应该割舍

《我要快乐》- 张惠妹

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Stop Existing and Start Living

I just watched MichaelJackson's memorial.
It made me cried like crazy.
I really want to salute Michael Jackson once again
and this time, not for the talent that he had impressed on us
but for being such a great humanitarian.
He was magnanimous.
He had a big heart and had never stopped giving.
He saw things with his heart.
He was pure, honest and caring.
His music is starting to make more and more sense to me.
From now on, i must make that change,
living what the man really meant with his music
and making his life worth living.
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Finally completed block tests 2.
Chemistry papers 1&2 were okay
although i didn't managed to finish both the papers.
Have to improve on time management next time.

I'm quite happy at the moment. Yeah man!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

What's next?

OMG i just saw michael jackson's "this is it" rehersal footage.
It's evident that he put in a lot of effort to make the concert a fantastic one for his fans.
Ah...so wasted! Why is life so unfair?
It really makes me want to cry.

It's just one day after my last paper for last week and i have watched 4 movies in total - 保持通话(Connected), Night at The Musuem 2, 赤壁(Red Cliff)1 & 2.
赤壁1 & 2 lone took my about 6 hours. Nice man.
Regarding my block tests, i am not doing well.
I feel so sorry to disappoint my teachers again.
GP was difficult. Hopefully i can pass. Not likely though.
Econs was a mess. Usually when i get this kind of feeling after the test, my grade is not going to turn out nice.
Bio was all my fault. I left some of the topics unrevised and how unlucky they appeared on the essay section.
Math was the only one that i could score an A for consolation but i lost it already because i did the test very slowly and in the end i left out sufficient marks to deny myself of an A.
Chem is my only hope now. I still have 3 days before taking Chemistry paper1&2. I must get an A for this to regain some self-worth.
Argh...when would i start getting back to normal?!!!
It getting very near to A lvls already.
Must peak at the right time!
In search of an ordinary life, i realise that i don't like to be an ordinary person. Not at all and this is it!

Enough said, let me introduce some songs :)
I have been listening to the radio over the holidays, so i am quite updated now.
1) 天后 - 陈势安
i know there are better voices than his but i think his voice is good enough for the song. I just wouldn't get bored listening to this song repeatedly. For your information, his album isn't out yet.
2) 如果我变成回忆 - Tank
3) 寂寞先生 - 曹格
Sorry, i don't like his latest album "Supermarket". I will to listen to the album again soon. This is probably the best song in the album.

Lastly, i am very obsessed with this song lately
Unbreakable - WestlifeWeatlife's MVs are always very elegantly filmed.
This MV is quite touching.
Okay that's all for today.
I will have to readjust my biological clock.
Nowadays, i couldn't fall asleep at night and i couldn't stay awake in the afternoon.
Very disturbing.